I am exploring The Secret. I see it as fundamentally true. Consistent with my life. Consistent with what I’ve been taught and with what I’ve figured out. I have always considered myself to be my own guinea pig, lab rat par excellence.
So I am looking for truing mechanisms/ Millions of people now know the Secret, the Law of Attraction, the LOA of life. And they want to be rich and they say (quietly, because they know that ‘out loud’ is their answer) “how come I’m not rich yet?” “How fast does the LOA work?” “How can I make it work faster?”
We need to discover how our inner lives are in conflict with our expressions. I don’t ask those questions.
I first discovered the LOA for myself years before I knew my ass from a hole in the ground. Life was working. I was great and I had no idea how. I finally interfered with myself and went broke. So here I came again. This time I did the est training (now Landmark Education) and life was working and I was great. Now I knew some things – I knew I was responsible. I knew I was God in my universe. So when I screwed up and went broke again, I didn’t know how – I didn’t know what – But at least I knew that I was the one. OK here, I went again/
This pattern has repeated – Both stronger and worse. God punishing God and rewarding God. I remember a JD Salinger short story called Teddy– “My sister was only a very tiny child then, and she was drinking her milk, and all of a sudden I saw that she was God and the milk was God. I mean, all she was doing was pouring God into God, if you know what I mean.”. So I am a useful test case.
I can feel the energy shifting as I become more me. Nancy is an even better test case. Yesterday they catered her lunch and she Loved the food (normally yecchy) Then she got an unexpectedly large bonus – it’s been several years – and today she was allowed to leave early (support staff is never allowed to leave early.) Is that evidence?
Of course it is. Because we are the judges, the assessors, the evaluators – all crap – We are the Gods in our universe. And you really learn to tune in to the energy. But we’re doing a lot – not just believing in this LOU (Law if the Universe) – not just doing our jobs with integrity – We meditate every day. We have instituted some practices that we are told will tune us up – practices of T Harv Eker, Jack Canfield, Robert Allen and mostly the Hicks’. Life is new again, exciting, rewarding.
Useful Quotes
Every day is a new beginning.
Treat it that way.
Stay away from what might have been and look at what can be.
Marsha Petrie Sue
“Truth does not change because it is, or is not, believed by a majority of the people”
Giordano Bruno
Most of my major disappointments have turned out to be blessings in disguise. So whenever anything bad does happen to me, I kind of sit back and feel, well, if I give this enough time, it’ll turn out that this was good, so I shouldn’t worry about it too much.
William Gaines
Creative Corner
The Destination
©April, 2000
The destination must be worth the journey
And the journey worth its end–
It’s not enough to want the weight,
you need to want the diet, too
I have been traveling so long;
I know the rest stops all along the way –
all the diversions,
all the highwaymen.In this commute from hell to health –
as soon as I arrive,
I head for hell again Perhaps if I enjoyed the trip
I wouldn’t have to take it so often